Tuesday, November 4, 2008':D
Wads the most important in life?I dare to say : "NOT ANYTHING ELSE THAN HAPPINESS~!"This year, my life is like roller coaster, going up and down. I have not really happy since last year....but now i am a happy boy cox i already know wad i really wan....When?....Mayb after my exam result is out?....A above avg result among my course but below avg among the top students.I find that why make yourself stress over exam?...I said b4...the world is fair. Wad you put in = wad you get, sometimes, those things you go, its cant see by your naked eyes... so u pay in your life, happiness and time in, you will get good result. So i have decide to balance it!....I have already secure a job in airforce, and i juz cont maintain 3.7 every sem, i can get in to NTU or NUS. so..nth to worry~I really lucky to get into my class in poly. Its really a wonderful class, chiong work and fun tgt! Helping each other in their work and not forgeting to enjoy ourself!... After i 看开了，i enjoy every single moment in class, we play, joke among each other and even teachers!So my class have ask me: why now in class you talk so much and changed?...BECAUSE I KNOW WAD I WAN LIAO...i didnt changed to another person!....i changed back to my org self: darren goh~!....i am more crazy in sec sch!....WA I MISS: HUI LIN, HAN YU and HAN WEE!!! AS WELL AS, MDM LIN LT, MRS SUDAVE! MDM LOCK LAI MUM!!!!!!!!!!!! and last but not least, MR WONG:(((( they are juz crazy fren and teacher!....miss you all 4ever!I now also spend more time with my sec frens!...more outing!...i really enjoy last sat!i think we friday going to eat steamboat in geylang...laksa steamboat!.........This mth is a unlucky mth more me!....spect course standardisation Programme is in the 3th week and 4th week of nov and 1st week dec its the camp itself. ... so alot of thi ngs crash with it....like amazing race in ngee ann, follow by OutRace(smth like amazing race) and my HK trip crashes....so i cant join and hope next year they able to it again...looking forward for spect course~it will be fun~!Alot of things happened in jwss NPCC....juz sad to see things happened and how i got treated....After saw joh email to sir, i act VERY reckless. i send in a email too...I can say overall i didnt put in my 100% of the unit, but i did put in 80% in! when i was in the unit, i was so passion and chiong in the 1st year...but slowly my contribution is not reconised. i rmb i plan so much for my sec 3 and most is rejected, i was incharge of last year CIP-news paper collection, i spend 2 night planning but suddenly its cancel. i am really tired. i ask myself should i cont to work hard or only work when requested?.... so i haven chosen to work as requested when i wan year2. Becox alot of things happen to me and my sec 3..i already disappointed to the max!...no one know how i feel...i fight so hard for a year....and guess wad?...i am stopped. my squad is now POP, wad can i do...?...yes, i need to be initatives rite?...its really easy to say..... request to take squad?...i will expect some hurting reply...SO i decide to rest... and this wad i get :Darren, did you even take the initatives to ask is there anything you can help even you can't come down for parades....
i agreed...i am lazy at times, campcraft...cox its sometime too much for me....1week, 3-5days...i got my life to live on, i got my things to do.....even TO will rotate shift, why cant we?...i dun know.... and the rest of camp, i am 100% there!!...and i always in my best foam in camp!....conclusion:once you didnt do well 4ever you are not good...mayb it my wrong to promised, i will gv in my 100%....in the end i cant do it...cox at that point of time i really wan to join as a CI...hazi...I am very happy they( SR, JT, JOH, CYN) are supporting me always thru out my np life, they brighten up my life~Now, my hope is to do well in this coming spect course and the major project, NCO camp, i going to put up a good show before i leave NPCC....SIMPLE GUY~SIMPLE LIFE~ SMILE -____-TML going swimming with jian xiong, chee wee and richard before going to class...haha...looking forward to celebrate wilfred birthday too!...treat u smth nice !
